Thursday, December 18, 2014


I run as fast as I can.
They all scream faster, faster!
They all have told me that you must fight all the way.
Everyone has said it is okay not to win, I just have to try my best.
But still they all scream faster, faster!
No one has asked if I wanted to participate, everyone just took it for granted.
No one has asked why I do not seem to have more energy.
I’m the one who usually won.
They all scream faster, faster!
I run as fast as I can. But strength is out now after all my struggles.
The goal is certainly over there somewhere, 2nd or 4th place or last does not matter.
Is it okay now if I stop running even though I’m not there yet?
I think i done okay..





Jonte

Wednesday, December 17, 2014



For a moment the love touched me again.  
I could not say if it was for real. 
Just that it touched me .. gently.

I wonder if it will touch me like last time.
As a hammer crushers stone.




 

Monday, December 1, 2014

Saturday, November 29, 2014


Do we really believe in all the governments and their effort to scare us and created threats such as terrorism and violence? And their talk of a freer world more open democracy? For the truth is that we are moving toward the opposite... all governments and corporations only increases the 
surveillance and control of the people and media year by year. And democracy slowly disappear from the people to a more central governance controlled world.  They really have tricked you into believing them .. but the truth is simple and can be seen in the history for the past 40 years. Or are you so fucking stupid that you continue to believe in their lies and and that you do not care about how your children will grow up..   we  the fucking people are more concerned about next sales and if we have the latest TV to watch a stupid reality show or wear new trendy clothes and drive a new fucking car. 

Monday, November 17, 2014

Tuesday, October 28, 2014



Bye bye - hello Singapore. I´m back ..

Saturday, October 25, 2014




Words I never got to hear, words I never got to feel for many years despite my numerous relationship and love affairs. Everything has been about what they can get from me, and how they can change me to fit their social life and wanted status in society. I can count my relationships in costs tens of thousands of dollars and hours to help and support, just  for a short period of some fucking and not one  step to help my personal happiness.

So thanks as holes. 

Best regards - Jonte the easy and stupid one.