Tuesday, October 28, 2014



Bye bye - hello Singapore. I´m back ..

Saturday, October 25, 2014




Words I never got to hear, words I never got to feel for many years despite my numerous relationship and love affairs. Everything has been about what they can get from me, and how they can change me to fit their social life and wanted status in society. I can count my relationships in costs tens of thousands of dollars and hours to help and support, just  for a short period of some fucking and not one  step to help my personal happiness.

So thanks as holes. 

Best regards - Jonte the easy and stupid one. 

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

There is apparently a statistics counter on my blog. I learned yesterday that I could track the traffic of visitors and where my readers are on earth. And statistics Pole is not so bad for my little blog, about 100 new unique readers a week and 800 recurrent readers. 40% of readers are from the USA, 35% are from Sweden, 10% from Russia, 15% is from the UK and Europe. Then it's a person from Bali who followed me for a long time. I think I know who it is ... sad that the person can not send me an email when the person still appears to follow my blog very often. Otherwise, I think that perhaps it would be best if the person stopped following me now that I know them watching my blog. Because I do miss our close friendship, I miss our time together and I want to know how you are. 
If you look, then you can also have the honesty and be so kind to contact me.

This blog is about to close down at the end of this year.. 
the last time for a chance to say hello and goodbye. 

 

Monday, October 20, 2014

Monday, October 13, 2014



I will be back to Singapore again. 
I go there soon.
This time for some work and not for love.
I'm afraid that she's there and my heart will be hurt again..
but at the same time I hope to see her again and to hear her say hello.

Friday, October 10, 2014




For all the people I photograph, I love them all somehow. Just then, right then in the moment when I see them for real, hear them for real, feel their presence for real. Just then, just at that moment, I love them in a special way. And I love them because they gave me a few minutes to be a part of their lives.

Now i´m looking at old pictures for my new Tumblr.  

Take a look if you what.. more pictures still to come... 


Monday, October 6, 2014







We are both in the silence of the missing of lost love.
I´ts a scary silence, and a beautiful sunset.
We are both dead in the silence of their love. 
 She misses her husband, I miss my Singapore love. 
Their silence is slowly killing us.